I figured it out. I have cried, nearly every day, for 837 days. On many of the days that I have cried, there have been more, far more than enough tears to make up for the days I didn’t. My … Continue reading
Lately that that tape has been playing in my head, you know the one (Doctor, everything’ll be all right … sorry, reflex) – the one loaded with every negative, bad, mean thing that anyone ever said to me? I do … Continue reading
I am feeling very funky today and do not know why. Luckily, I can say that this is aberrant; thank you, SNRI, hormones, and counseling. And contrary to what might seem logical to someone who may be in a situation … Continue reading
Posted in ADD, Decisions, Great Expectations, On the Path, Organization, The Ugly Truth, Therapy, Who am I?
Tagged ADD, adult ADD, depression, happiness, Life, Organization, peace, schedule, work
I suffer (and I do mean suffer) with depression. No, actually, let me get that straight. I suffer with Major Depression, Severe, Recurrent. God forbid I fuck up the billing. ——————————————————————————————————— I get it now that I’ve had this pretty … Continue reading
Posted in Damn It, People who piss me off, The Ugly Truth, Who am I?
Tagged aliens, antidepressants, anxiety, batshit, depression, scientology, stupid people, Susan Sarandon, Tom Cruise
WARNING: This post could be a trigger. LITERARY WARNING: This post is a disaster. It has been written in 3 different stages over a few months, and since we know my time factor today, I’m going to let it go … Continue reading
Posted in ADD, Blathering, The Ugly Truth, Therapy, Who am I?
Tagged abuse, ADD, depression, emotion, help, pain, self, Therapy, trauma
For the past 6 weeks, I’ve done almost nothing but sleep when I’m not working and work when I’m not sleeping. For me, this type of behavior cannot be sustained for very long without it effecting a semipermanent state of … Continue reading
WARNING: This post could be a trigger. If you have ADD, please think about your current situation and how your day is going and whether you might want to read this now or put it off. I’m not here to toxic … Continue reading
Posted in ADD, Blathering, Damn It, Decisions, Family, Great Expectations, Kids, Marriage, On the Path, Organization, The Ugly Truth, Therapy, Who am I?
Tagged ADD, agnostic, antidepressants, Blathering, counseling, depression, faith, growth, hope, Kids, Marriage, medication, meds, motivation, optimism, recovery, summer, support, Therapy, trust