I was having the pleasure of being out with a very old friend the other night, someone I’ve known since we were both very young but haven’t gotten to spend time with in many years, and I did The Thing: … Continue reading
Posted in ADD, Damn It, People who piss me off, The Ugly Truth, Therapy, Who am I?
Tagged ADD, adult ADD, attention deficit, attention deficit disorder, Damn It, honesty, lessons, life lessons, listening, Therapy, things that suck, truth
A month. It feels like a year. It feels like yesterday. The best friend I have ever had has been gone for one month. I still can’t process it, honestly, even a little. My brain knows that she is not … Continue reading
Posted in Damn It, The Dog, The Ugly Truth, Who am I?
Tagged animals, Damn It, death, dogs, grief, pets, Therapy, things that suck
It’s funny the things that you remember when you aren’t looking for them. I was getting ready for bed — collecting my phone and paperback book, slipping my flip-flops back on so I could take them off again next to … Continue reading
Posted in Divorce, Marriage, Therapy, Who am I?
Tagged books, divorce, hope, Life, Marriage, memories, starting over, Therapy, transition
This beautiful girl… Two weeks ago today, my dog died. Eleven characters. It takes 11 characters to say that she is gone – the most loaded, painful characters. Just typing that nearly destroys me. It took me a few minutes … Continue reading
I figured it out. I have cried, nearly every day, for 837 days. On many of the days that I have cried, there have been more, far more than enough tears to make up for the days I didn’t. My … Continue reading
I had a realization this morning: I have always loved my family most for what they could be. I wonder why? Did I get glimpses & then it would just go completely off the rails & then the process keep … Continue reading
Posted in Damn It, Divorce, Family, Marriage, Therapy, Who am I?
Tagged divorce, Family, Marriage, relationships, sadness, Therapy
All of my life, I have clung to hope with a tenacity I can’t describe. I don’t know where it comes from. It is foolishness? Is it codependency? Is it an eternal optimism that is somehow hard coded into my … Continue reading
Posted in Damn It, Divorce, Family, Kids, Marriage, The Ugly Truth, Therapy, Who am I?
Tagged anger, divorce, fear, hope, Marriage, sadness, struggle, Therapy
i wonder what would happen if, after this life, i was popcorn in my next life … You’d get eaten! yeah, okay, maybe i should pick something different. i think i’d be a kid because being a kid is the … Continue reading
Okay, so it’s been so frickin long since I wrote a blog that WordPress changed everything (probably 2 or 3 times) since I was last here and it took me a solid 3 minutes to figure out how to post … Continue reading